Author : Zekria Ibrahimi
Publisher : Chipmunkapublishing ltd
ISBN 13 : 1849911789
Total Pages : 50 pages
Book Rating : 4.88/5 ( download)
Book Synopsis 219 Darwin Year by : Zekria Ibrahimi
Download or read book 219 Darwin Year written by Zekria Ibrahimi and published by Chipmunkapublishing ltd. This book was released on 2011-06-01 with total page 50 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: DescriptionThey are hunting me....I am a non- man...My desperate heart is beating savagely in my ears...I am hurt, I am afraid, I am a fugitive...They want to seize me, and to negate me- to castrate and lobotomize me....For I am not genetically pure, and therefore I do not have the right to exist...Their state has made eugenics the centre, the core, of everything...And the police possess no pity...About the AuthorZekria Ibrahimi (born in 1959) is defined by his schizophrenia. It first hit him long ago, in his late teens. He is fifty one years old now, grey and frail, almost a pensioner, with all the aches and injuries of age, and he does not always want to remember how, as an adolescent in the late 1970's, he suddenly became afraid of everything surrounding him, and, worst of all, of himself. He would run around the countryside and knock at the doors of strangers because he feared the apocalypse was pursuing him ... He would pick up rubbish outside in alleys and streets and hoard it in his not very palatial lodgings ... He was always wandering away from home, searching for ... what would never be found again ... the straight route, the level way ... He was a tramp, freezing during the nights in public toilets where he had various unsavoury insects as company on the cold concrete...There were years of pain when his schizophrenia became almost his only companion- albeit a sadistic one, punishing him even as he hugged it. Perhaps, to echo both R. D. Laing and Emily Dickinson, it is the entire globe, it is general society, that is truly insane. Schizophrenics simply burrow all too deeply under the surface. They reach the very core of the savage reality in us all. Most varnish over the anarchic truth within through the superficial sham paraded as 'civilization'. Schizophrenics prefer to be uncomfortably honest barbarians.Eventually, after much psychotic shouting on Hammersmith Broadway, the hapless Zekria was confined at the Charing Cross unit in the West London Mental Health Trust. Following the unsafe unstable freedom of his schizophrenia, came the restrictions of Section 3. He would not have survived without the multi- racial compassion of the individual doctors and nurses in Charing Cross. Yet the overall SYSTEM remains an ogre of rules and restraints, and the INSTITUTION of psychiatry can be as cold and vicious as in the days of lobotomy and insulin shock.Now he is elderly, but still he muses about being locked up, drugged up, about how, with schizophrenia, the treatment can be worse than the disease...
